Well obviously  no one reads this but I'd still like to believe someone will be bored enough to check this out. I woke up to go to the beach for Student Achievement Bonding Day thing...well that didn't happen because they called me up about a half hour before I was gonna leave and I was dressed and they said they had to cancel because not enough people...so I was a little bummed and then quickly got over it...

I've had some day...very very busy...hahaha...not really. It was a crash day becuase I really think I have a problem with sleeping these days...

can you say insomniac?...why yes I can actually.

last night I slept for about two hours and the rest of the night I was trying to get to sleep unsuccessfully...

because of that I end up feeling sick and I almost passed out yesterday after joking around with my mom about how it would be so great to faint now so at least I'll get some shut eye...and then my legs go weak and I almost collapsed...

a little scary...

I just want to know I'll be all right...and I don't know what's going on as of now...

I slept most of the day today...I've been eating less and less each day...my appetite is really decresing and I just have no clue what I'm supposed to do now because this is freakin' summer how am I supposed to be feeling sick now? where in the hell was this sickness during finals week? wtf!?!? gosh...I can never count on my body to turn on me!...sheesh...

anyways well comment and if you don't then you've wasted your own time reading this for no damn reason...

<3

Currently Listening Yummy Yummy By Wiggles wtf? I am not listening to this but it's morning and I'm fucking tired. goodnight...or in your case good fucking morning see related

So apparently myspace is under construction right now or else I wouldn't be here...don't worry I'm just kidding.

It's about 8:10 in the morning right now, which means I've been up for about...20 hours or so...straight. haven't blinked long enough to have any dreams...

I think this means I'm an insomniac or there was a really good movie on last night...or this morning depending on how dillusional with fatigue I am by now. I think I just took about a half hour off of my life...I read that somewhere...not sleeping causes the body to grow older faster...blah blah blah...

                                                 blah blah.

well my sarcasm is almost up and my parrot is starting to get annoyed of watching the wiggles...

strange thing I've taught him...bless me...I just sneezed...been doing that a lot these past few days. well where was I...oh yeah...well I used to make there weird noises to him and now he repeats them. but in a more demonic way then I used to put them...I think that when he tries to get my attention he makes those noises because he knows it's me and his thing. that makes me feel very happy and warm inside...ok...no, but it is very amusing.

I feel like I've betrayed this site because the new found popular MySace has in fact taken my soul for its well being. I'm sorry I have abondoned those who still and doubtedly look at this site to see if anything interesting has happened since May something something...well lots has happened and I am the proud new owner of a beautiful white mercedes benz....

if you believed that I suggest you look in the bathroom mirror as you slap yourself until all the blood has rushed out of your face.

well i have amused myself in thinking that someone will actually read this

so I will bid you adieu...

I will see what boredom comes to me to write in this bloody foresaken site...is there such a thing you ask yourself...well you are here aren't you?

<3

Currently Playing An Honest Mistake (2 Tracks) By Bravery An Honest Mistake see related

Hey everyone. How's it going? Haven't been on here for a hell of a long time. I gave blood today and I felt ehhhh...weird and weak. I'm glad that I gave blood though. It was at school so I missed some classes. 

This one girl in my 6th period class was talking shit about me and people were making a big deal about it, but I mean if you're gonna talk shit say it to my face...even though I have to look at that face it's ok at least the girl would have some balls to say it to my face, but NO. Preppy kids...can't live with them, can't have drama without them. So I'm going to ask the parents if I could go to the Jimmy Eat World and T.B.S. tour. I'll use the whole "Can I get a reward for having straight A's the whole effin' year and not having any type of a life 'cause all I've been doing is studying?" Hopefully it works.

I've been so stressed out lately. I had to sign up for my classes for next year and it just makes me think "crap I don't have much time until I graduate and have to deal with 'the real world.' My real world consists of hopefully going to UC Santa Barbara then to a medical school. Then whatever comes afterwards. I have to still sign up for my SATs which is in May and June, then I have to sign up for the SAT 2, THEN I have to sign up for the ACT...I'm dead...mmhmmm. 

Hey if you guys have a MySpace my site is *Your Back Is Begging Sweetly For My Knives*

I'll talk to you guys and gals later.

~*~Rawan~*~

Currently Playing Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance The Ghost Of You see related

Well today was a cool day...so far. It's kinda cold outside, but the weather is finally getting better because my loof is reaking...I mean my roof is leaking!!!hahaha If you guys are scratching your head wondering what the hell I just said go ask ms. Lori Bloom. hehehe. I made Powder Puff!!! woot woot. hehehe. the meeting is after school today so wish me luck on getting the position I want.

Later,

~*~Rawan a.k.a. Rohan!~*~

Currently Playing Wicker Park By Various Artists The Stills: Retour A Vega see related

Hey you guys. Sorry I haven't updated in like...forever. I've been kind of busy lately. I have finals in 2 weeks and I really need to pay attention in class b/c I'm completely stressed out about finals. I signed up for Powder Puff at my school. And for some of you who probably don't know what that is, it's when the guys and girls switch and the junior girls play football against the senior girls and the guys cheer(in skirts). lol. I have tryouts coming soon for it. I hope I make it. Well my birthday is coming up at the end of January and I'm not happy because next week we're moving into the rental house until our actual home is done and it's the ugliest two-story house I have ever seen. And I'm gonna have to spend my 17th birthday in it. Joy for me...not.

Well I'll talk to you guys later.

, *Rawan*